You realize you have been jerked around. You realize this other doesn’t give one whit for your suffering, only its gain. You realize that you are worth more than an object to be beaten because even objects have states they would rather exist in. You worry there will be nothing else nearly as good but you realize that it is nothing and that it is not good and so you let it go. Then, small small, You begin to remember that you are beautiful, you are strong, you remember states you would rather exist in and you head in that direction. You move out of its reach. Whether it continues considering you or not is no longer any of your business. You become whole again, you.